You Forgot All The Times I Never Let You Down

First four days of work were really uplifting. I do have a little bit of a cold now (I feel like I always write here when I'm sick, what is that?) so that was a downer. I have three days to finish memorizing show four of five and I'll have six days to get show five learned. There's still one to four scripts they haven't given us yet. We only got script five today. The thing about working at Saltworks is that it doesn't seem like work. However, it also seems very surreal. Like someone else is doing it for me? Or like it's still the summer. I know in my head that I'll be doing this for the next eight or nine months but I don't feel like it's really sunk in yet. Maybe once we start touring I'll 'get it' together in my mind.

I can't believe I'm getting paid for this. I have a lot of fun.

I'm also incredibly torn. I'm worried about graduate school stuff. The idea of re-applying and auditioning again is daunting. It's a lot of work. Of course. And it'd be worth it... Of course. But it's scary. And hard. Just like everything in life worth having, I guess.

I think too much.

Also, my five year high school reunion is next summer. What!? When'd that happen?

Ok. Tech rehearsal. Peace.