So Let Go, Oh Let Go...

Here I am! Back at UPJ for year three. I can't believe I'm a junior. Wasn't I Freshman just a minutes ago? I guess not. Your little girl is growing up fast, you could say. I'm happy to be back, and at the same time, a lot of weird memories have come flooding back that I thought....heh, *thought* I was past. Maybe there are some things I'll never get over, some memories I'll never bury deeply enough. I need to get the hell out of here just to...

I have to be crazy. I have to be. That's what I've figured out. Something is seriously wrong with me, sometimes. Gah!

I'm really doing well, it's just this stupid little bump I can't quite make myself climb over.

Someday I'll look back on this and laugh.

Maybe I'll get the hang of this sometime...but I hate all these vague references to 'some day' or 'sometime'...is it bad to want things 'right' and 'right now? And if it isn't bad, how do I get them? Because I'm a little bit stuck.